Short Freshly News About Me
Now I become a student in a college named University of Surabaya or u can call it Ubaya..
My life was really happy now because one of my problem about future, university, etc solved.
though it's hard to choose the university and the subject,, especially teh most subject I hate in school before.... Yup it is Chemistry,, BUt now I life in all things about Chemistry.
Pharmacy
yup now I'm a student of Pharmacy,, still freshman and this is my happiest year bcz I get so many friends and experience here,, so fantastical I thing but I won't tell it this time.
Also bout my boy Oscar,, I've pause our relationship bcz both me and him are so busy each other,, also we can't communicate better for now,, bad signal, time and so many things make us connect difficult
at all that's bout the news and the end.

Why it is so difficult to Talk?

Why it is so difficult to talk?

A mute one said inside his heart. Why are people who have beautiful voice always save their words inside their hearts whereas I want to speak with beautiful words?

That question feel like pointed on me. I ask to myself. Why am I who can speak but never said everything that I want to say? It’s like I am the mute one, and the true that the mute one can speak clearly. They can say what they want to say with their sign language. But I can’t say what I want to say even with a sign.

I don’t know what the point of my problem. I have my voice. I can speak well with others, I can answer every question well but I can’t speak what I want to say. Did anyone ever have same problem like me? Or maybe I am an “alien”. Other “alien” that I know named K*****y (sorry it isn’t generality). He is someone who I am able to talk better. If it’s true, is there any “alien” like me. If so, please share your ways to communicate with human in this world. I don’t ask comments. Just story, and sorry I don’t mean that u are a real alien. LmfaO.

So the details are simple. Those are like this. When I want to say that, it is like there is something in your throat. Like heavy airless in your throat. It is like the scariest things (ups sorry I’m too emotional lol) Yup but I really scared to say that though I have no fault. It’s happen especially when I face certain people, when I want to explain something or giving advice to them. It’s because I know I will make a fault on words and it can change everything more badly. I really want to talk and it is an important thing to say. I really want to say it aloud, clearly and firmly. But it just makes me choked when I plan to start to talk. It’s so simple right? But really hard to start and make a try.

Is there any “alien”? Or if you are human who know the language to communicate better, tell us (people that have same problem like me).

A Silent Love

    Once there was a couple who love very much each other. From the very beginning, the

girl's family strongly objected on her dating him. They objected because of his family

background and felt that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to

be with him.

    Due to her family pressure, the couple quarreled very often. Although the girl love the

guy deeply, she would always seek confirmation of his love by asking him,

"How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often result in the girl to be very upset. These

various reasons causes the girl to vent her anger on him often. The guy endured the

suffering in silence.

    After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies

overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl,

"I'm not very good with words, but I simply know I love you. If you allow me, I will

take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them

round. Will you marry me?"

    The girl agreed and touched by the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and

agreed to let them get married. So before he left the country, they got engaged.

    The girl entered the working society, whereas the guy continued his studies overseas.

They kept their love strong through emails and phone calls. Even though it's hard,

neither of them never thought of giving up.

    One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that

lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that

she was badly injured. She saw her mum crying and wanted to comfort her. But she

realized that she could only muster a sigh. She has lost her voice...

    The doctors explanation was that the impact of the accident on her brain caused her to

lose her voice. When she heard her parents comforting her but she was unable to reply

them at all, she broke down.

    During the stay in the hospital, other than crying silently there was nothing else she could

do. Upon reaching home, life seemed to go on normally. However, whenever the phone

rang, the ringtone seemed to pierce through her heart. She had no wish of letting the guy

know about her condition. She did not want to be a burden to him. Hence, she wrote a

letter to him informing him that she does not wish to wait for him to come back any

longer.

    Following that, she sent the engagement ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions

of reply and countless phonecalls... The girl could only drown her sorrows in tears as

she ignored them all.

    The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything

and be happy. With a new environment, the girl picked up sign language and started a

new life. She told herself everyday that she must forget about the guy.

    One day, her friend informed her that he's back from abroad. She requested her friend

not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of

him.

    A year later, her friend came back with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the

guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw shocked to

see her name as the bride. Just when she was about to ask her friend what's going on,

she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language to tell her this,

"I've spent a year's time to learn sign language just to let you know that I've not

forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With

that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

My Comment :

I don't know what I'll comment when I read this I just wondering my lovely boyfriend do this to me though I ain't a mute girl.. Tear felt like they will fall down but smile rise from my face. It is a best romance story I've ever read although I found this on my paper test. =}

me:Yolanda~